Nothing new, really...except I could cry each minute of every day. But I can't. So I wait.

I don't really have anything new to post.

I'm just busy trying to get stuff done before I leave.

And I've gotten quite a bit done this week actually.

So in the past day or two or three

I've sort of had

moments of "unbusyness"...

Which is not fun when 

ALL 

I can think about is going home.

But, ahh, life is one big challenge after another.

And I realize that I am incredibly

lucky to have such opportunity 

and such confounding support.

I guess it's quite an ideal time now for 

a reflection of sorts 

in this very difficult, 

yet short period of time

in my life

which is soon coming to a close.

So I will do my best to make 

it a good reflection of sorts.

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12 more days 

till I get to see this beautiful little girl!

She really reminds me of me

when I was a little girl 

except she's got her 

father's beautiful hazel-green eyes.

Oh how my love grows each day for this child of mine.

I never knew love could be this GRAND.

How did I get so lucky?! *sniff sniff*