Well I figure I better write this out or else I will hold it in my head and just be angry at the world. Well I weighed myself this morning, and while I didn't do the best on the weekend, I didn't do horribly either. And I even went for a run on my treadmill yesterday. So I must be retaining water from that because, again, I am back to that heavy initial weight this morning.
I know, I know...it's just goddamn frustrating!! But am going to stick to the treadmill anyhow, even if it's just doing a walk on an incline for half an hour or so. I just need to do something with my body as my job keeps me sitting on my ass all day and, in this weather, who the hell wants to venture outside for a walk?!
Anyhow, I know this will pass soon enough after my body gets used to exercise (once again), but in the meantime I hate my goddamn weigh scale!! Fuck it!! See you next Monday fucker (I'm sayng this to my weigh scale)!! I'm not going to weigh myself until then!! I'm going insane!
Broken and Infinite
4 months ago